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Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Food Triggers Article

Here is an interesting article I came across regarding food and Arthritis flare-ups.  I have been tested for Arthritis, but have come back negative every time.  Now that I have one auto-immune disease, I am more susceptible to develop others throughout my lifetime.  My grandmother had debilitating Rheumatoid Arthritis (RA) and Diabetes (both auto-immune diseases as well)... I'm pretty convinced that with my current joint pain and inflammation, my diagnosis and a family history of auto-immune disease, I'm on a straight path to develop RA at some point in my life. I like to keep articles like this in my back pocket...

Foods that Trigger Rheumatoid Arthritis Flare-Ups

By Barbara Stanifer, Special to Lifescript   Published June 25, 2011

Do restaurant meals and snack attacks leave you with rheumatoid arthritis aches and pains? Certain foods – some of your favorites, like steak and cookies – may be causing flare-ups. Find out what you should stay away from and how to pick tasty substitutes.


1. Red meat, pork, poultry, eggs, butter

Why they’re RA triggers: These animal products contain harmful saturated fat, which increases inflammation in the body.  “After a single meal high in saturated fat, blood cells produce more inflammatory signals for several hours,” Galland says. “Continue eating like that, and blood cells stay in this inflammatory state,” he adds.  For RA sufferers, that means joint and muscle pain, heartburn, fatigue and even acne.

Eat this instead: Love omelets? Whip one up with egg whites (the saturated fat is in the yolk).
Proud of your milk mustache? Switch to skim. Can’t give up meat? Choose leaner cuts like sirloin steak, chicken breasts and pork loin chops.
If it’s protein you crave, get it from salmon or mackerel, which are rich in healthful omega-3 fatty acids (you’ll learn more about their health-boosting benefits in the
next section).
Butget more fats from
plant sources than animal,” says David Rakel, M.D, director of Integrative Medicine at the University of Wisconsin School of Medicine.
“Fat isn’t bad, but we need more polyunsaturated and monounsaturated fats, such as those found in olive oil, nuts and avocados.”

2. Store-bought chips, margarine

Why they’re RA triggers: These snacks and spreads contain trans-fatty acids (TFAs), oils that are chemically processed to make them more solid and stable.
A diet high in TFAs increases C-reactive protein, a marker doctors use to indicate the amount of inflammation in the blood, according to a 2004 Harvard Medical School study published in the American Journal of Clinical Nutrition. The study showed that TFA-rich foods had a
profound effect on inflammatory markers, making them twice as dangerous as saturated fats.“Adding TFAs to the American diet was one of the worst things we could have done. The body requires a lot more energy to break down trans-fats, which creates inflammation,” Rakel says. (Click here to learn more about his recommended steps for a healthier diet.)
TFAs show up in many packaged and processed foods, but they’re easily detected: Just look at the nutrition label. Since 2008, the Food and Drug Administration (FDA) has required that all U.S. food manufacturers list trans fats.
But watch out: Even if a label proclaims zero trans fats, it’s not necessarily free of them. Federal regulations allow products containing up to half a gram of trans fat per serving to be labeled as “trans-fat free.”
That means consumers can easily exceed the maximum daily recommended amount of trans
fats (1.11 grams) with just three pieces of toast spread with “trans-fat-free” margarine.
A safer bet: Stay away from products that include partially hydrogenated oils on the ingredient list; that’s code for trans-fat content.

Eat this instead:
Nuts and seeds contain omega-3 fatty acids, a healthier fat that reduces levels of C-reactive protein, according to a 2009 study published in the European Journal of Clinical Nutrition.
“When you crave a crunchy snack, dump the chips and scoop up a handful of walnuts, a great source of omega-3,” says Joan Levinthal, a registered dietitian in Woodland Hills, Calif.
Replace margarine with trans-fat-free spreads, such as Smart Balance Omega-3 Buttery Spread, which contains omega-3-rich flaxseed
and fish oil.

3. Cakes, cookies, white bread, potatoes and white rice

Why they’re RA triggers: These comfort foods rank high on the glycemic index (GI). They quickly break down into sugar, making insulin levels rise, which can cause inflammation.
In fact, each 10-point increase in a diet’s glycemic status is associated with a 29% rise in C-reactive protein, according to a 2008 Netherlands study published in the Journal of Clinical Nutrition.
“Sugar increases the inflammatory [process],” says nurse practitioner Marcelle Pick, R.N.C., Ob/Gyn N.P., author of The Core Balance Diet (Hay
House) and co-founder of Women to Women, a holistic medical clinic in Maine.
"If you must have something sugary, eat it with some protein to slow its breakdown into
glucose."

Eat this instead: By replacing white bread, potatoes and rice with moderate servings of whole-grain bread, sweet potatoes and brown rice, you’re eating on the lower end of the GI index. Plus, you’re adding more fiber to your diet, which fights inflammation, according to the Arthritis Foundation. 
Bing cherries have been found to reduce inflammatory markers, according to a 2006 study in The Journal of Nutrition. More on Bing Cherries Later!!!!
Apples and pears are also low on the glycemic scale. Baked and flavored with cinnamon, they’ll taste like a decadent dessert.
“Cinnamon has been shown to help regulate
blood sugar; plus, it has a sweet taste all its own,” says registered dietitian Angela Ginn, a spokesperson for the American Dietetic Association.

4. Milk and wheat products


Why they’re RA triggers: Some foods trigger food-intolerance reactions, such as bloating, irritable bowel syndrome (IBS) and headaches.
If you have food sensitivities, your immune system creates antibodies every time you eat them, causing an inflammation cycle, according to Pick.
To prevent this, eliminate foods that disturb your gastrointestinal tract.

Eat this instead: Because intolerances differ by person, find out your food allergies first, then pick healthier substitutes.
In month one, Pick’s patients follow a strict month-long elimination diet that excludes common food triggers: sugar, dairy, wheat, eggs, citrus, caffeine, soy. They also keep track of physical reactions in a food diary.
In month two, they slowly reintroduce missing foods, one at a time. Any foods that produce a negative reaction are permanently removed from the plate.


“After changing diets, some patients are able to go back to their doctors and ask to be taken off
their RA medications,” Pick says.


YOU ARE WHAT YOU EAT!!!




 


 

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Everyone needs a Naturopath on speed dial and maybe a personal chef too


Over Christmas break I visited Dr. K, the naturopath, for the first time.  This was a doctor's appointment like no other I had ever been to.  My first visit with her was THREE HOURS!  During that time frame she was able to witness something that no other doctor had yet seen - my tendency to get extremely fatigued, extremely fast.  I can go from a 9 to a 2 on the energy scale very quickly.  No other doctor in their 10 minute exams had ever seen it first hand, and I think never fully grasped from my descriptions how significantly my daily routine is affected by it (Its kind of hard to function throughout the day when you have to immediately stop whatever you're doing to take a cat nap or space out for a few minutes - as mentioned in a previous post, it happened once when I was driving, and I literally got lost on a street I've driven every day for 10 years. It was very scary, to say the least!).  My brain gets foggy and I go into a trance-like state where it is hard to complete sentences, my mouth gets cottony, my body feels like its swimming in jello, and I have trouble focusing my eyes - and it happened in Dr. K's office! 
It was great, and it was important for her to see!  It was her first clue that I might be battling some blood sugar issues in addition to the Hashimoto's.   She ordered a slew of tests, including a saliva screening that required me to spit into little vials throughout an entire 24 hour time frame.  (That was fun at work! "Excuse me co-workers, I have to run to the restroom to spit into a tube now..."!)

She also explained to me the basic logistics of "YOU ARE WHAT YOU EAT".... THIS IS BIG TIME, LIFE CHANGING STUFF! My poor, amazing cook, food snob husband! His poor little foodie world was about to get turned upside down as well...
It was time to clean out our pantry....

First off - soda, diet soda....ohhhhhhhh nooooo! DO NOT TAKE AWAY MY DAILY SONIC DIET VANILLA COKES!!!!!!!!  I. WILL. CUT. YOU.  Then she explained diet soda and its chemical breakdowns in your body...what happens to it when they take it off the truck and let the cans/plastic bottles sit in the sun for just 10 minutes, it's basically like drinking liquid cancer....
read here: http://healthandsurvival.com/2008/01/20/the-dangers-of-diet-coke-pepsi-and-other-diet-foods/

and here: http://www.mcmanweb.com/diet_coke.html

Now don't get me wrong...I love me a diet soda.  And I still occasionally indulge (but I ALWAYS feel like shit afterwards...especially now that my body has been "cleansed". Example: I had a Diet Dr. Pepper today and had to take a 2 hour nap to sleep off the chemical effects, it was almost like being drunk for me, only without the fun buzz....totally not worth it in the end, even though it tasted so good going down)  So, lets not pretend this isn't a drug and that its not just as addictive as cigarettes... I give people a lot of shit for smoking their "cancer sticks".  Time for me to look in the mirror, first thing to be chucked from my diet: SODA. Bye bye forever Sonic. I will miss you.

Second:  Dairy.  Ok, well this wasn't too hard.  I'm not a big dairy fan anyway, I have never been able to just sit down and drink a glass of milk, and certain cheeses have always given me stomach problems. Plus, processed cheeses and such are VERY salty, and always make my fingers and joints swell immediately upon consumption.  Again...just not worth it to me to feel poorly.  I occasionally splurge at places like Yogurtini and the Jason's Deli ice cream machine doesn't seem to bother me (I wonder if its because its free at Jason's...hmmm...mind over matter on that one perhaps, ha!)  Also, a hard cheese like Romano, or a really good quality Buffalo Mozzarella doesn't trigger any sort of reaction either.  I don't know why.  I just know I have to be selective.  No more Papa John's pizza Friday night in our house. No more smothered burritos at Rancho.  No more nachos at the Royals games....*tear*...on the plus side, I have noticed that when I completely cut out dairy my skin is a lot clearer!  BONUS! Usually the day after one of my "splurges" I am sporting a huge zit on my chin, which is totally not cool. Again, SO NOT WORTH IT for a slice of pizza.

Good article on the Acne/Dairy connection:  http://www.naturalnews.com/024613_milk_acne_blood.html

(Can you tell I went to college?  I love to back up my reasons with sources, and cite my sources...thanks UMKC, the $14K student loan I'm still paying off is working wonders for my BLOG...good grief)

From the website: http://www.examiner.com/health-and-science-in-providence/why-dairy-is-scary-autoimmune-diseases

Continue reading on Examiner.com Why dairy is scary: autoimmune diseases - Providence Health and Science | Examiner.com http://www.examiner.com/health-and-science-in-providence/why-dairy-is-scary-autoimmune-diseases#ixzz1R0Ks7TZY

Third:  Soy.  WHAT? SERIOUSLY?! Everything has soy in it now? What the hell am I going to eat when this is all said and done?  Apples? That's it. I'll just live on apples.  Plus, what am I going to dip my sushi in?!  (I CAN STILL HAVE SUSHI RIGHT? RIGHT?!!!)  Turns out, soy is truly evil to my body.  It creates that same drunk/swollen effect I get from diet soda.  There have been nights where I have eaten soy product in some fashion and woken up the next morning feeling like a bona fide cripple.  Every joint in my body flares up, and I feel sick with flu-like symptoms for an entire day.  And for a long time, I chalked it up to just that - I have the flu.  The second I took all soy and soy products out of my diet I immediately felt like a brand new person.  Everyone thinks soy is such an amazing "Superfood"....Au contraire mes amies...look it up...it can cause A LOT of problems.  I am terrified now for my daughter, as she was on soy milk exclusively for the first two years of her life.  Now that she has a pretty significant family history of thyroid disease, and consumed so much soy milk, I plan on getting her tested every year until she hits puberty, and twice a year after that.  I refuse to let her go through what I am going through.... but do you even realize how many things have a soy by-product in it now?  We spend twice as much on "natural" mayonnaise because all the typical ones have soy oil in it.  Seriously, who ever though mayo would be a freaking luxury we only buy every once in a while now?!

from the website: http://www.thyroid-info.com/articles/soydangers.htm
"Soy products increase the risk of thyroid disease. And this danger is particularly great for infants on soy formula.
This is not information that the powerful and profitable U.S. soy industry wants you to know. The sale of soy products is big business, and the increasing demand for soy protein products, soy powders and soy isoflavone supplements is making that an even more profitable business than ever before. Researchers have identified that the isoflavones act as potent anti-thyroid agents, and are capable of suppressing thyroid function, and causing or worsening hypothyroidism. Soy is a phytoestrogen, and therefore acts in the body much like a hormone, so it's no surprise that it interacts with the delicate balance of the thyroid's hormonal systems. High consumption of soy products are also proven to cause goiter. Isoflavones belong to the flavonoid or bioflavonoid family of chemicals, and are considered endocrine disruptors -- plants or other products that act as hormones, disrupting the endocrine system, and in some cases, this disruption involves acting as an anti-thyroid agent. (The grain millet, for example, contains high levels of flavonoids, and is commonly known as problematic for thyroid function). Flavonoids inhibit thyroid peroxidase (TPO), which disturbs proper thyroid function."

Remember from a previous post, my TPO levels are through the roof!  This is my immune system fighting back...*sigh* it all makes so much sense!

Fourth: Goitrogen foods - what in the world are those?  Oh, foods that aggravate your thyroid and can cause a goiter.  First - what is a goiter? - The term “goiter” simply refers to the abnormal enlargement of the thyroid gland. It is important to know that the presence of a goiter does not necessarily mean that the thyroid gland is malfunctioning. A goiter can occur in a gland that is producing too much hormone (hyperthyroidism), too little hormone (hypothyroidism), or the correct amount of hormone (euthyroidism). A goiter indicates there is a condition present which is causing the thyroid to grow abnormally
This is a bad one that has been left untreated -
POOR GUY! I feel so bad for him! I DO NOT WANT A GOITER! TELL ME WHAT FOODS TO STOP EATING!!!!!!
How Do Goitrogens Inhibit Thyroid Activity?
The way that goitrogens work is that they inhibit iodine metabolism. With regards to thyroid health, iodine is important in the formation of thyroid hormone. As a result, if iodine cannot be properly utilized by the thyroid gland, then the formation of thyroid hormone won’t take place. As you can imagine, this is not a good thing for someone with hypothyroidism, as they already have problems with the manufacturing of thyroid hormone even without consuming goitrogens.
A short list:
• Broccoli
• Cauliflower
• Kale
• Brussels Sprouts
• Cabbage
• Mustard Greens
• Radishes
• Spinach
• Strawberries
• Peaches
• Soy-Based Foods    OH LOOK, OUR FRIEND SOY AGAIN!
• Peanuts


Yup, all of those foods make me feel pretty lousy!  For the record though, I still eat strawberries and spinach with no issues.  But I do miss Ryan's broiled brussels sprouts, and I really miss my grandma's cole slaw and sauerkraut. 

 I really really really also miss peanut butter (what am I supposed to eat with my apples?!). Goitrogens were the hardest of all to give up. I had a very sad funeral to say goodbye to my true love - REESES PEANUT BUTTER CUPS. It was a very hard day.   RIP PB Cups.....you will always hold a special place in my heart.





FIFTH - GLUTEN!!!! oh gluten....you are a post in and of yourself...

to be continued...

In the words of Donald Trump "YOU'RE FIRED!"

I went back to the endocrinologist on Monday morning, quite smug.  I was right (still doing my told ya so dance!), and ready to let him know my game plan (that I had been developing for months, and ready to implement as soon as he was willing to listen to me). 

Unfortunately, he was equally as smug, and equally NOT willing to listen.  I was dead set against using Synthroid, and really really wanted to be put on Armour

(Read about the differences here: http://www.ehow.com/facts_5097590_armour-thyroid-better-having-synthroid.html

He was dead set on my using anything BUT Synthroid, and said that no doctor in the Greater KC Metro area would prescribe me Armour
(the condensed version of the argument is basically, they do not think it Armour is  "pure enough".  It is made from dessicated pig thyroid  = all natural, and dosages can vary from bottle to bottle.  As one doctor put it "one dead pig is different than another dead pig".  Whereas Synthroid is a man-made chemical version of the thyroid hormone and therefore is an exact dosage every single time.  However, Synthroid only takes care of the T4 hormone, where Armour takes care of T3 AND T4...and the basic reporting from thyroid patients is that when both hormones are taken care of they feel immensely better. So why wouldn't I want to take Armour again...?)

I knew there would be a fight trying to get Armour, and I obviously needed medication NOW, so I decided to take the Synthroid in the meantime, and then continue to search for a prescription for Armour on my own time. 

 I had a very frank discussion with Dr. Know-It-All, and was feeling a little better about him until he ended the appointment with the following: 

"Erin, you'll live with this the rest of your life. Relax. At least you aren't a diabetic or something, because that is MUCH WORSE"

EXCUSE ME? How do you know?  You just gave me a life sentence for a really, at times, debilitating auto-immune disease.  I know its not cancer or MS or something, but don't downplay what I've been through! I fired him on the spot, took my prescription for Synthroid and left his office forever.  I still had my appointment with my gynecologist in the same building, so I headed downstairs to talk to her.  From that point on she agreed to take over my thyroid care until I was able to find another endocrinologist I worked better with.  She also gave me the number to a Naturopath to talk about dietary concerns with auto-immune disease and some natural alternatives to wellness. 
Then we had THE BIG TALK: Can I have a baby with all this business going on?  Short answer, yes.  Long answer, not without potential complications....

to be continued...

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

The Mechanics

So I guess now that we've figure out WHAT it is I have, I should really start at the beginning - Hashimoto's attacks your thyroid, right?  So what is your thyroid exactly? 
from http://www.endocrineweb.com/conditions/thyroid/your-thyroid-gland:

How Your Thyroid Works

"A delicate Feedback Mechanism"


Normal Thyroid Gland Your thyroid gland is a small gland, normally weighing less than one ounce, located in the front of the neck. It is made up of two halves, called lobes, that lie along the windpipe (trachea) and are joined together by a narrow band of thyroid tissue, known as the isthmus.
Thyroid has two lobes and an isthmus.
The thyroid is situated just below your "Adams apple" or larynx. During development (inside the womb) the thyroid gland originates in the back of the tongue, but it normally migrates to the front of the neck before birth. Sometimes it fails to migrate properly and is located high in the neck or even in the back of the tongue (lingual thyroid) This is very rare. At other times it may migrate too far and ends up in the chest (this is also rare).
Iodine + Tyrosine=T3 and T4.
The function of the thyroid gland is to take iodine, found in many foods, and convert it into thyroid hormones: thyroxine (T4) and triiodothyronine (T3). Thyroid cells are the only cells in the body which can absorb iodine. These cells combine iodine and the amino acid tyrosine to make T3 and T4. T3 and T4 are then released into the blood stream and are transported throughout the body where they control metabolism (conversion of oxygen and calories to energy). Every cell in the body depends upon thyroid hormones for regulation of their metabolism. The normal thyroid gland produces about 80% T4 and about 20% T3, however, T3 possesses about four times the hormone "strength" as T4.



/hypothalamus secretes TRH, Pituitary secretes TSH, Thyroid secretes T3 and T4.The thyroid gland is under the control of the pituitary gland, a small gland the size of a peanut at the base of the brain (shown
here in orange). When the level of thyroid hormones (T3 & T4) drops too low, the pituitary gland produces Thyroid Stimulating Hormone (TSH) which stimulates the thyroid gland to produce more hormones. Under the influence of TSH, the thyroid will manufacture and secrete T3 and T4 thereby raising their blood levels. The pituitary senses this and responds by decreasing its TSH production. One can imagine the thyroid gland as a furnace and the pituitary gland as the thermostat. Thyroid hormones are like heat. When the heat gets back to the thermostat, it turns the thermostat off. As the room cools (the thyroid hormone levels drop), the thermostat turns back on (TSH increases) and the furnace produces more heat (thyroid hormones).


The pituitary gland itself is regulated by another gland, known as the hypothalamus (shown in our picture in light blue). The hypothalamus is part of the brain and produces TSH Releasing Hormone (TRH) which tells the pituitary gland to stimulate the thyroid gland (release TSH). One might imagine the hypothalamus as the person who regulates the thermostat since it tells
the pituitary gland at what level the thyroid should be set.

Hashimoto's thyroiditis is not only the most common form of thyroiditis (inflammation of the thyroid gland) but also the most common thyroid disorder in America. The disease, which is also known as chronic lymphocytic thyroiditis or autoimmune thyroiditis, affects 14 million people in the United States alone.1
Hashimoto's thyroiditis is named after the Japanese surgeon who discovered it in 1912. It is an autoimmune disorder, which means it occurs when immune cells attack healthy tissue instead of protecting it. In the case of Hashimoto's thyroiditis, immune cells mistakenly attack healthy thyroid tissue, causing inflammation of the thyroid. Autoimmune diseases affect women more than men, and women are 7 times more likely to have Hashimoto's thyroiditis.1.
When your thyroid gland comes under attack from malfunctioning immune cells, it impairs your thyroid's ability to make thyroid hormone. This can result in hypothyroidism. Hashimoto's thyroiditis is the most common cause of hypothyroidism.
If Hashimoto's thyroiditis attacks your thyroid to the point that the gland can no longer produce enough thyroid hormones for your body to function properly, then you will develop hypothyroidism.
But hypothyroidism isn't the only complication associated with Hashimoto's thyroiditis. In some people, the disorder causes the thyroid to become so inflamed and enlarged that a goiter develops.
For people who develop symptoms of Hashimoto's thyroiditis, such as hypothyroidism or goiter, thyroid hormone therapy is needed.
Hashimoto's thyroiditis, or inflammation of the thyroid gland, is an autoimmune disorder. That means it is caused by a malfunction in your immune system. Instead of protecting your thyroid tissue, your immune cells attack it. These immune cells can cause hypothyroidism (underactive thyroid), a goiter (enlarged thyroid), or both. Eventually, the thyroiditis process can even destroy your entire thyroid, if left undetected or untreated.
In Hashimoto's thyroiditis, large amounts of damaged immune cells invade the thyroid. These immune cells are called lymphocytes; this is where Hashimoto's other name—chronic lymphocytic thyroiditis—is derived from.
When these lymphocytes enter the thyroid, they destroy the cells, tissue, and blood vessels within the gland. The process of destroying the thyroid gland is a slow one, which is why many people who have Hashimoto's thyroiditis go many years without any noticeable symptoms. You can read more about this in our article about the symptoms of Hashimoto's thyroiditis.
Because the thyroid is essentially coming under attack from invading cells, it isn't able to produce as much thyroid hormone as it normally would. Eventually, this causes hypothyroidism. And in extreme cases, the immune cells can cause the thyroid to become enlarged and inflamed to the point that it produces a visible mass in the neck—a goiter.
Doctors aren't entirely sure why the immune system, which is supposed to defend the body from harmful viruses and bacteria, sometimes turns against the body's healthy tissues. But what scientists do understand is that there are some factors that may make you more susceptible to this disease.

There are various treatments available, but the basic concept is the same—and it's known as thyroid hormone replacement therapy.
To best understand the purpose of thyroid hormone replacement therapy, you need to understand the interaction of T3 and T4—the two thyroid hormones.
T3 and T4
The full name of T3 is triiodothyronine, and T4's full name is tetraiodothyronine or thyroxine. T3 and T4 control your body's metabolism. If you don't have enough of them, then your metabolism slows down. Your metabolic rate dictates how quickly you process food, how fast your heart beats, how much heat your body creates—and even how quickly you can think. In essence, T3 and T4 are in charge of how your body uses energy.

T3 and T4 are not equal in strength; T3 is the more active hormone of the two. While T3 is stronger, taking synthetic T4 hormone is considered the standard treatment for hypothyroidism. The reason for this is because most of the T3 in our bodies actually used to be T4. When T4 hormones come into contact with other cells in the bloodstream, they give up an iodine atom to interact with those cells. When T4 loses an iodine atom, it becomes T3.
When this T4 into T3 conversion occurs, T3 then conveys the metabolic "message" to the other cells throughout the body. The benefit of taking only T4 therapy is that you're allowing your body to perform some of the actions it is meant to do, which is taking T4 and changing it into T3. The half life of T4 is also longer compared to T3 (7 days versus 24 hours), that means that it will stay for a longer time in your body after ingestion.

Confused yet? Yeah, me too...let's just put it this way - it common, its treatable. I ain't dying! (even though some days it feels like it!)

Monday, June 27, 2011

I TOLD YOU SO!

By December 2010, I still had no solid diagnosis, but I was seeing Dr. Michelle on a weekly basis, and had been doing a lot of my own research and coming up with some ideas of my own.  I was really paying attention to certain food triggers - things like salmon, red wine, salt, cheese, etc really caused my feet and hands to swell to ridiculous proportions.  Keeping away from those foods helped a little, but I was still waking up every morning with stiff, red, swollen hands and fingers. I was so stiff and tired in the mornings, no matter how much I slept,  I never felt refreshed.  Many days I just had to power through the blinding fatigue, and Thank God for my amazing husband who did more than his fair share of chores and errands as I took multiple, daily cat naps.  Thank God for him also putting up with my cranky demeanor and general pissed off attitude.  Being in pain 90% of the time takes its toll on a person very quickly.  I started swimming twice a week, and the cool water was very soothing on my sore, inflamed joints, and it was a great cardio and strength workout to boot! I think it was the best I'd felt in months, during my swimming classes.


By this time my periods were anywhere from 45-55 days apart and I was starting to get very frustrated and discouraged that my body was just not cool with me ever housing another baby.  And by this point too, I was feeling so blah, that I wasn't sure anymore that I even WANTED to be pregnant again.  Uh Oh. Here we go again...Erin was hopping back on the emotional roller coaster of wishy washyness. 


Then...the day of reckoning...December 17th, 2010.  (insert Doomsday music here - DUN DUN DUNNNNNNN)

I had a 6 month follow up with my first endocrinologist in order to re-scan my thyroid and redo blood work.  I walked in, literally, with a bag full of articles, print outs, books, any information I could get my hands on to convince this guy that I had a thyroid condition.  He walked in with the most disgusting smug look that I have ever seen on anyone's face.  He looked at my stack of info, rolled his eyes and said "Stay off the internet Erin. It's all misinformation, nothing is wrong with you"...
At this point I was fighting back tears, and I started to question him on why then, reputable sources were stating the contrary. He looked at me and said "I ethically cannot diagnose you with anything when your lab work is within normal range"...
but this is EXACTLY what all the sources are saying!!!!!!!

from the website - http://thyroid.about.com/od/gettestedanddiagnosed/a/diagnosis.htm

"To diagnose or rule out hypothyroidism, doctors will typically start with the blood test that measures thyroid-stimulating hormone (TSH). As of Spring 2003, most American laboratories had a normal range from around 0.5 to 5.5. However, the American Association of Clinical Endocrinologists has recently recommended that the normal range be revised to 0.3 to 3.0. With 5.5 as the top end of the normal range, a TSH above that level is considered hypothyroid. Under the newer guidelines, however, a TSH above 3.0 could be diagnosed as hypothyroid"

My TSH was at a 5 at my appointment 6 months ago!!! I was .5 away from being Hypothyroid, and I was highly symptomatic, but yet they wouldn't diagnose me, wouldn't give me the needed medication to make me feel better!!!! 
I started to ask him more questions, and he said "Maybe this is all in your head. I could prescribe an antidepressant".....WTF?!!!!  at this point, I was either going to cry or punch him in the face.  I said, quite curtly, NO THANK YOU. And he says,  "Then I can no longer help you, you'll need to find a new doctor".  SERIOUSLY?!

I held it together long enough to walk out of the hospital.  I'm pretty sure that anyone who saw me walking to the parking garage thought I was either just diagnosed with cancer, or someone very close to me just died.  I was doing the ugly cry walk of shame all the way out the hospital doors.  I. WAS. SO. ANGRY.  There was no other word to describe it.  I went into my car and screamed as loud as I could.  Totally disrespected by a medical "professional".  Again. Sobbing, screaming, punching the steering wheel. I felt alone. So very utterly alone.

Ok, get it together Creeden. I was hosting a little Pre-Christmas, pajama/karaoke party for some of my favorite work girls later that evening.  I still had to go to the grocery store and get the house ready.  I was in the middle of vacuuming the living room when I got the phone call that forever changed my life.  It was the nurse from the endocrinologist's office...

"Mrs. Creeden, I just wanted to check up on you.  The doctor knew you were very upset when you left"....well, yeah, what was your first clue, moron. 


"Well, I also just wanted to let you know that we processed your lab results quicker than normal, and I need to tell you that they came back that you have Hashimoto's Thyroid Disease"


WHAT THE FUCK?!  I TOLD YOU SO, I TOLD YOU SO, I TOLD YOU SO, I TOLD YOU SO!!!!!! (this is the part where I was doing my happy dance jig in the kitchen)

"Mrs. Creeden, I also need you to know that you need to take a pregnancy test tonight. And if you aren't pregnant, you need to immediately get on the pill because it could be very detrimental to your baby if you did get pregnant"


WAIT. WHAT. THE. FUCK? I've been trying to get pregnant since May!!!!!! You've told me this WHOLE TIME that I was HEALTHY!  That nothing was wrong...and now you're telling me I have a full blown disease that could be harmful to my baby?!?!?! What if I already was pregnant?! What if you and your stupid .5 on a blood test would've caused my baby to have major birth defects?!???!  
(this is the part where I was stopped dead in my tracks and collapsed on the kitchen floor into a puddle of worn out emotional goo)

"Mrs. Creeden, the Doctor is going to call in a prescription for Synthroid. You need to go to the pharmacy RIGHT NOW and pick it up and start taking it tonight. Your condition is advanced, and you need medication immediately"

EXCUSE ME? No, I don't think so. I'm not going to pop a pill just because you suddenly tell me its ok. I'm informed, remember? I know better than this...I want to talk to the doctor again, I want to know my options.  The nurse decided that I would be ok unmedicated until Monday, so I scheduled another appointment with him first thing in the morning.  I also made an appointment with my gynocologist the same day, so I could get her opinion on being pregnant with this disease.

Can I just say THANK GOD FOR GOOD GIRLFRIENDS!  I don't think I would've gotten through that evening or weekend without them. They offered to not come over that night, we could just cancel the party, but no, I needed it more than anything.  They held my hand, drank tequila with me, listened to me cry, sang their lungs out to basement karaoke with me, and helped me forget the day I had just had.

Everything is going to be ok...

To Be Continued...
but first - for the mechanics of Hashimoto's Disease - from the website: http://www.stopthethyroidmadness.com/hashimotos/ and http://thyroid.about.com/cs/hypothyroidism/a/hashivshypo.htm

Hashimoto's disease is a disease, and hypothyroidism is a condition. Hypothyroidism is most commonly caused by Hashimoto's disease, but the two terms are not interchangeable. Here is more information to help understand the difference.

WHAT IS HASHIMOTOS? Hashimoto’s Thyroiditis is an autoimmune thyroid disease in which your thyroid is being attacked by your own immune system via antibodies, attempting to destroy your gland as if it’s some vile enemy. It may start out silently, but the attack will eventually cause an inflammation and gradual destruction of your thyroid gland and can go on for years with miserable side effects to match. It can also cause nodules or lumps. It may be the most common thyroid disease, especially with women.

HASHIMOTO'S DISEASE
Hashimoto's disease, sometimes known as Hashimoto's thyroiditis, autoimmune thyroiditis, or chronic lymphocytic thyroiditis, is an autoimmune disease. In Hashimoto's, antibodies react against proteins in the thyroid gland, causing gradual destruction of the gland itself, and making the gland unable to produce the thyroid hormones the body needs.

What is an autoimmune disease?An autoimmune disease occurs when the body's immune system becomes misdirected and attacks the organs, cells or tissues that it was designed to protect. About 75% of autoimmune diseases occur in women, most frequently during their childbearing years.
FUN TIMES FRIENDS....fun. times.



Here's some pics from the karaoke/PJ party...I love you girls!




Sunday, June 26, 2011

It's all starting to make sense...

So I knew I loved Dr. Michelle the second I met her.  I sat down and gave her my life story and she said, verbatim, "You're all sorts of fucked up".  Love at first sight!!! This is my kind of girl! (her favorite term of endearment for me is also "Hey Freak"...If that's not love, I don't know what is, ha!)

Not only is she passionate about her work, she is equally commpassionate with her patients.  She does not sugar coat the world for you, and let's you know there are expectations to your own healing.  Probably the biggest thing I've learned from her is that there isn't a pill for everything, so quit expecting a doctor to make YOU feel better.  Sometimes, you're better off if you really look within yourself and make the changes needed to get the life you want.

I know a lot of people think Chiropratic is some sort of quackery - but, I'm sorry, when I continuously feel better under her care, I am a true believer.  You know me too, I'm an inherent skeptic about *most* things.  I think at this point in my journey, however, I was an open book to anything that came my way.  So many other "conventional" medical opinions weren't helping me.  It was time to search other options.  (It also helped that my gynocologist, an MD, who I've known and trusted for 10 years recommended going to a chiropractor for help)
from the website: http://www.spineguys.com/why_chiropractic/myths.asp 
here are some fun facts:

The Chiropractic Philosophy

The chiropractic perspective on health and disease emphasizes two fundamental concepts:

  1. the structure and condition of the body influences how the body functions and its ability to heal itself; and
  2. the mind-body relationship is instrumental in maintaining health and in the healing processes.
Although chiropractic shares much with other health professions, its emphasis and application of philosophy distinguishes it from modern medicine. Chiropractic philosophy gravitates toward a holistic ("total person") approach to healing which combines elements of the mind, body and spirit and maintains that health depends on obedience to natural laws, and that deviation from such laws can result in illness.

Chiropractic Philosophy includes:

  • emphasis on patient recuperative abilities rather than surgery




  • recognition that dynamics exist between lifestyle, environment and health




  • understanding the cause of illness in order to eliminate it, rather than simply treat symptoms




  • recognition of the centrality of the nervous system and its intimate relationship with the capacities of the human body




  • balancing benefits versus risks of clinical interventions




  • recognition of the primary importance of monitoring progress closely through appropriate diagnostic procedures




  • a patient-centered, hands-on approach focused on influencing function through structure




  • focus on early intervention emphasizing timely diagnosis and treatment of conditions that are wholly functional and reversible



  • So, if you also know me - I'm a "TAKE CHARGE" personality.  OK! I CAN DO THIS! I'M TAKING CONTROL NOW. NO MORE SELF PITY AND BLAME. From here on out I was determined to research the hell out of what could potentially be causing all of my symptoms, what could be causing me to not be able to get pregnant. The next doctor I went to, I was not going to just buy what they were selling at face value. I was going to challenge the doctors and question EVERYTHING. Its MY body, its up to ME to heal it. "Understanding the cause of illness in order to eliminate it, rather than simply treat symptoms"....yeah, I like that!

     Two specific instances that maybe will help make you a believer in the Chiropractic field too:
    (Here comes the part for more TMI - another warning)

    One of my major symptoms is extreme, chronic constipation. For the past two years, I will only "go' about once every 7-10 days.  It's extremely uncomfortable and painful, and no amount of Mylanta, laxative, prune juice, or coffee will help. I can literally gain 3-7 pounds each week, just depending on how things are "flowing".  Dr. Michelle does a quick massage on the colon pressure point on the webbed part of my hand (between the thumb and index finger), it hurts like hell, but by the time I am home my body is ready to relieve itself of all the toxins that have been building up.  It is truly amazing how quickly the massage and acupressure work on stimulating my body into working normally. 

    The other thing that amazed me is that one day when Dr. Michelle was working on me, she asked me if I was feeling like I was coming down with a cold or sinus infection.  I hadn't said anything to her about it! But all day long I had felt achy, and feverish, plugged up head, sore throat etc - exactly like the beginnings of a head cold. How did she know? She said my back felt blocked.  I don't really know what that means, but she massaged my neck, face, back, and head at certain pressure points with some clove oil.  I went home, did the neti pot (oooh I could write a whole post about the wonder of the neti pot), went to bed, and the next day felt awesome! 

    Okiedoke, I'm convinced. Like I said, I just feel better after a visit with her. Maybe its also because she kicks my ass on a weekly basis, and I guess I need that...
    to be continued...

    Decisions, Decisions

    TMI ALERT! if you don't want to hear about my lady business....do not continue to read! You've been forewarned..


    So in May 2010, I got of the pill in attempts to have another baby.  Those of you who really know me and the muddled mess that is my brain, know that even getting to the point of deciding to have another child was a feat in and of itself.  I am pretty happy with the ONE, amazing daughter we already have.  I didn't necessarily have a "hard" pregnancy, but it wasn't necessarily the most fun I've ever had either. Sure, it was fascinating and all, I mean I'm GROWING A PERSON! all the little biological fun facts that go along with the process were pretty astounding. However, towards the end of my pregnancy I got the worst bout of femoral nerve siatica that anyone has ever experienced (well...maybe these freaks who carry 8 babies at a time feel worse, but that's kind of their own fault...in my honest opinion).   The excruciating pain that radiated down my right leg was unbearable (can I just tell you too, that sometimes if I do a hard workout, or jog I still have numbness down that leg...just sayin') I couldn't stand for more than 10 minutes, and forget trying to walk across a parking lot or through a grocery store.  I learned how to use those automated scooters pretty well! I used to fight the old people and fatties in the stores for them and to this day I am haunted by the sounds of "beep beep beep" as a Jazzy is backing up...this is also how I learned that for $20 you can order your entire grocery list online and Hyvee will deliver it to your front door. Dear Hyvee, you REALLY ARE "a helpful smile in every aisle"...


    Now, I have two friends, specifically, whose road to having their babies was so scary that mine doesn't even compare..but mine is enough for this wimp to be a little hesitant for round 2!
    Jillian was a week late and I had to be induced. Pitocin is liquid evil.  After 14 hours of labor, 3 epidurals that stopped working, 3 hours of pushing with no drugs, and 4 layers of episiotomy stitches (no, not 4 stitches, FOUR LAYERS)...she was FINALLY HERE. It was not a pleasant experience at all. They basically ripped my baby from my body. Then the poor babe was in the NICU for an additional 3 days because she was so jaundiced.  Three weeks after she was born we spent a week at Children's Mercy Hospital due to the fact that her ureters (tubes from the kidneys to the bladder) were underdeveloped.  She spiked a 105 degree fever from a bladder/kidney infection, and had to have an IV through the top of her HEAD because they couldn't find a vein in her arm.  Oh yeah, they also gave her a SPINAL TAP to make sure she didn't have meningitis...they made me leave the room for that procedure, and me in all of my postpartum glory had a full-on mega meltdown.  Granted, she's almost 4 now and no worse for the wear - her kidneys developed without a transplant or surgery of any kind, which they were concerned about at first - but let's just say my first birth/newborn experience was not magical, it quite frankly, sucked ass.  Ryan and I also discovered, we are not awesome people with zero sleep.  We hated each other, and borderline hated our child (well, not really...but it was ROUGH).  So despite it being almost 4 years later....this is all still very fresh in my mind.  Wow.  Do I really WANT to do all that drama again? and do it all again with a preschooler and a full time job in tow as well? (I wasn't working when I had Jillian) Let's think about this for a minute...


    And when I say "think about it for a minute" I mean I AGONIZED for months. I made literal Pros and Cons lists. I talked anyones ear off who would sit and listen to me cry about all of my fears and reservations.  I'm pretty sure people dodged spending time with me because it would just turn into another of "Erin's Existential Meltdowns". 
    So finally, FINALLY I felt good enough to say outloud "YES, I WANT ANOTHER BABY!" Yesssss! That wasn't so hard!  LET'S DO THIS! 
    Now, with Jillian, I had been on the pill for eons.  I was off of it for a grand total of 6 weeks and got pregnant on the first try.  I assumed it would be even easier the second time around.  Then, May turned to June, July, August, September......waaaaaaiiiiit a minute?! Why am I not pregnant?! I peed on the ovulation predictor sticks  for months and well, isn't that interesting? I'M NOT EVEN OVULATING! WTF?  I went to my gynocologist and she offered to give me Clomid - which is basically a fertility drug that forces you to ovulate.  Downside is that you have a greater risk for multiples, and it makes you a little hormonally crazy while you're taking it. So much so, she requires your husband to come in before you start it for a "counseling session" regarding side effects.  NO THANK YOU! There is enough crazy in our house as it is, so I declined the offer. she sent me to a chiropractor who has had success with other infertility patients (More on my beloved Dr. Michelle later...) This is why I absolutely love my gynocologist - she's into holistic and natural healing as well as chemical remedies. 

    This my friends started my quest on finding a path to WELLNESS.
    THIS IS BIG TIME STUFF!


    to be continued...